Where do I truly want to be in five years’ time?
What do I want to achieve? High Priestess. The integration of my spiritual self with my everyday, seeing everything as holy and magical. Being able to lead by example. To accept that my writing, tarot, Reiki, dance, carer, mother, wife, grandmother, and all the other labels are part of one magical being.
Who do I want to be? The traveller. Lol. Just when I thought I was getting beyond this rushing around. In terms of the HP, though, it could mean making the journey to integration, and taking that to the world.
What do I want to conquer? My fear of being alone. That I can meditate, that I can be alone, still, and that’s okay. A small life is good, too.
What do I need to know? 10 of Cups. I have all the tools I need. Abundance, safety, pleasure. Rest is part of evolution, too.
What do I need to do? 6 of Wands. Light my own way. Remind myself often if all the goals I’ve already achieved – professional writer, books published, blurb by Ray Bradbury, blurb by Elizabeth Moon, workshop with Marge Piercy, remarried, children grown and happy, Reiki Master, columnist, professional belly dancer, pro belly dance teacher, travel, pro tarot reader.